Thursday, January 21, 2016

Infinite

in·fi·nite
ˈinfənət/
adjective
adjective: infinite
limitless or endless in space, extent, or size;
IMPOSSIBLE TO MEASURE or calculate.
                                              


                                                      





Saturday, January 16, 2016

Done

done
this PEELING away
of my UNTRUTHS
here is a flip through
of my journal/journey:


Friday, January 15, 2016

Ashes

ashes

plural noun
the powdery residue left after the burning of a substance.
the REMAINS of something destroyed; RUINS
the remains of the human body after cremation or burning




















Thursday, January 14, 2016

Disappointments

still PEELING layers
 
this:
 
disappointments
 
RELEASING.....
 


Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Unhurt

it is NOT about
the MATERIAL things
it was
NEVER
about the
material 
things....


Tuesday, January 12, 2016

UNSEE

the ATROCITIES i've seen
one human inflicting upon
another
HUMANS.....
man
woman
child
i worked in this
TOO many years
now i want to
UNSEE 



Monday, January 11, 2016

Shedding

i worked at a job for years
where i could show no FEAR
it became my persona
hardened
how i really felt....
weak
VULNERABLE
afraid
i CARRY that fear still
and a need to peel it
AWAY

shedding....


Peeling

fears....
hurts......
disappointments.....

over the years the
PROTECTIVE layers have
built up
lead paint on a window seal...
chipped
multicolored

hard work 
this PEELING away
the not me
slow...
meditative...
peeling....


Saturday, January 9, 2016

Unbecoming........

so....maybe you thought i was GONE
i thought that too
i've spent the last few months RAGING
against the ruins of this shell i call me
and unbecoming that ONE
peeling OFF layer
after layer
of my
UNTRUTH
journaling
releasing
UNBECOMING